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Saturday, September 26, 2009 Y 12:22 PM

-x3baby_ba0b3ii- ish back tuh update her bloggie again.. humphs been busy chu sai n helping sintua stuffs recently n bk hm late.. Few days back at hm hab a big fight wiib all of them.. ><" n hab been crying till eyes swollen.. T_T humphs all thnks tuh tiss 2 guddie frens of mine who actually managed tuh make mii smile n laugh n stopped crying.. THNKS LOTS WILLY N SHAWN FOO.. thnks willy ferr pei-ing mii sit at blk downstairs n relax, denn drive mii tuh east coast park n take a breath denn send mii tuh whampoa.. LOL smething happen thruout de journey bk tuh whampoa, we actually lost our way coz mii direct wrong info.. haha in de end hab tuh call moii dad n seek ferr assistance.. But in de end, we ourselves manage tuh find our way there.. Thnks ferr de ride, being moii companion n cheer mii up.. Will naberr ferrget tat nite.. xD

Back tuh moii relationship thingy, mii at loss of watt tuh do.. Mii actually tot of ending moii current relationship coz mii keep sense tat smething ish amiss.. ish it becoz of us noe-ing each other ferr 9 yrs n therefore de feelings as cpl ish not there coz along we're simply frens.. haiz.. been trying tuh giib each other a chance but really scared of hurting him in de end.. GOSH watt should mii do?? haiz.. should mii let go or giib moiiself smetym n see how?? Or ish it mii still cant ferrget abt SF?? Though he might not did lots of things ferr mii but de feelings ish smehow still there?? Suan le dunn say le.. haiz make moiiself more fan nia.. **missing uu**

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Monday, September 14, 2009 Y 5:20 AM

Its hab been a terrible nitemare ferr mii ferr de past 2 weeks of moii life.. Hab been attending funeral wake ferr full 2 weeks coz 1st tuh passed away n leave mii ish moii cousin, jiang korkor who died of gastric cancer terminal stage on 5th sept n peacefully cremate on 9th sept.. after cremation mii choose tuh went out coz mii dunn wanna stay hm n think so much as mii will sure cry like shyt.. Thruout de funeral wake of 5 days mii onli slept abt 5hrs plus n onli hab 2 slices of bread n a bowl of beancurd.. Went hm on thurs morning 10th sept n slp at abt 8 plus.. 12 plus in de noon mii received a call frm moii godsis,yanting jie n she told mii tat moii godpa passed away tiss morning.. at tat point of tym moii mind n heart was in a total blank.. mii really dunno watt tuh do coz after dealt wiib a blow another blow came up when de 1st blow wasnt even tite down.. Tiss noon at 2pm moii godpa was cremated at Mandai Crematorium (same place as moii cousin).. moii heart was bleeding tremendously coz mii lost 2 of moii elders which mii respected when they were alive n they doted mii alot.. I SIMPLY MISS THEM SO MUCH!!

**may uu rest in peace moii beloved cousin, jiang korkor n moii godpa, ah soh papa** uu'll always be rmb-ed by mii n de memories will always be buried deep in moii heart n naberr be ferrget.. <3




Wednesday, September 2, 2009 Y 2:00 AM

A brand new day ferr mii today,but hor moii whole body aching sia.. *Faint.. humphx.. LOLS.. Past few weeks de mii naberr slp well at all finally on mon nite mii fall aslp at a berii early tym of 11pm plus sia.. n guess watt.. MII WAKIE AT 8AM IN DE MORNING on tues.. ><" 早起的鸟儿有worms eat.. LOL.. so went jogging wiib daph precious around de whole aljunied.. fking big round sia.. wann faint liao.. naberr mind after de run, we went hm n pack our bags.. guessed where we go?? WE WENT TAMP SWIMMING n go gym.. berii energetic siol.. LOL now both of us,whole body ache till like shyt.. (一按就粹 lols).. end of 1st chapter.. LOL